Off Topic: Well I dont like to tell people I told you so

[Templar]

Jedi, for god's sake, if your life really is this bad just go buy a bullet and rent a gun.

Many of us have been Falcon fans for as long, or longer than you, and had our hearts broken just as much, but we don't act like every loss is the coming of the self destruction of the team. Seriously, seek professional help. You've got some serious issues going on.